A note to the people who read here for the good we are trying to do for ourselves, and for the gratitude of those who read to help us on this journey and for the ones who read to try and destroy....
As most of you know, after last nite, I almost gave up this walk with you. BUT what would that really accomplish? Nothing, it would be me giving up the fight I chose to fight and the life I have chosen to walk, and I wont quit, nor hide my blog, because someone who is so insecure, yet again has invaded my personal space, and obviously was afraid of my marriage making anymore forward progress, that she had to try to undermine the work I was doing. A good friend said to me yesterday, when we are working with the lord, the devil will go to no ends to try to destroy. Well, ms thang, I will say thank you today, your actions have made me ever the more determined that what we have is real, and I am very sorry that you feel the need to take other peoples spouses instead of working on whatever it is thats in you, that makes you do it, over and over. Thank you for opening the door for my husband and I to be able to communicate, that yes, you can get on facebook from work, as well as the general area that these blogs are kept. Denial is that river in egypt, and he today verified it can happen from work, and at least facebook wont be accessable soon. well the friends I have on here and facebook, we are a firm group of close friends and believers. This isnt like my myspace, we won't let one angry and jealous, adultress, ruin what we have going here. and really you take all the time to hunt me down, and read me, why dont you just say hi when you are here to read? Thank you for the kick in my butt to DB and LD and trust God even more. Last nite was yesterday, and today is a new day, and I awoke with a brand new strength and courage, With God and my friends here, the devil won't win in our lives. I did my love dare today, and you know what? After last nite, with me doing it, I am sure he will see what truly is, and that is me. You may have won for an evening, but today I play to win for life. you didnt stop me. I will pray for you. I pray you get your own life. One for you and your beautiful boys.Ok my buddies!!!
HERE we GO! onward and upward and thank you lord!!!
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2 comments:
Good for you. I am so happy to see you pick yourself up and dust off. The mere fact that you did this speaks to your character. You are fabulous!
*hugs*
~ blondie
Here is your Hello!
I don't know why you keep trying. So you stopped writing it out here, but you are still doing the love dare. You do realize its not working don't you? Nothing you can do is going to change a thing. Kissing ass after all you have done to him, won't make up for the years you fucked him over.
I can see you don't see or realize you will always be the wrong and bad in his life. You do realize how desperate and pathetic you looked Saturday night? Why did you even go? You had no friends there, and provided much laughter and fun for us while you were there, trying to hang all over Benny, and after you left. there was never a dull moment for us YOU haters. Nice outfit by the way, same one you wore when you came up to his work. You aren't winning, can't win, you are desperate and fighting for what you lost long ago. You just showed your desperation on Saturday. Thanks for letting me know what room there is still available to get to ou. You will always be the desperate, lying, bitch that you are. And he is a smart man, he see's how fake you are.
You and your friends were stupid to make this. It's an easy book to pick up, and you so boldy have written what day you were on here, not hard to follow along, and it was easy to keep fucking you up. If you were a real woman, you would stand and defend. No wait, a real woman who respected herself, would let one go who doesnt' want to be trapped in webs of deceit anymore. You had your years and time to make it work, and make ammends for that which you punish him for doing now. Hello wake up, there is better, and your crazy ass will never be better. That is how in your heart you know it already is. Be a woman, stand up, take a life for you and for once your children. Let him have the life you can't and won't give him. For what you have done nice try, nice girls don't really finish first.
For the author of this blog who also blogs here, please explain reality vs dreams to this poor little lost woman. She does truly need it, and her children really need something to get them thru the upcoming life changes thier mother created.
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